Mar 9, 2007

oh no

Yesterday's training session was quite possibly the worst training session i have ever partaken in. I'm not even surprised if i got cut.

This fear of failure is something that is threatening to destroy me. Every move i make i am hesitant of putting a step wrong and my brain commands "Don't do that!" and instantly i make an idiotic mistake.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.

This sucks.

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